disguise tears with fake smiles.

2010-03-13T20:18:00.003+08:00

When I see ur smile and know that it is not for me, that is when I will miss u the most. -

hellohs (:
i guess im back huh? Hahas, i came back since i got nothing much to do during the hols execpt for homeworks :X pretty much the same thing happen these few days. dont wanna talk about negative stuff yeahsss. eating dinner for now. playing for later :D fill my stomach first, heh. woke up at 11 today and rot at home ): couldnt text with anyone. haiii... waiting for tmr till he come back from camp <3 cass, if youre reading my blog, i love you okay (: dont think i actually hate you or anything. just that didnt want to talk to you that few days/weeks. huggies! hahahah. sorry if i hurt your feelings or anything. past does not = to future :D
shall end here alright,
byeeesssss,

2010-01-27T20:12:00.005+08:00

Better never to have met you in my dream than to wake and reach for hands that are not there.
-Otomo No Yakamochi

just as i thought, the day is worsen.. -.-'
why cant it be happiness for the whole day, ONCE.
just once. why cant it happen? life's not perfect?
come on man.. i noe life is not perfect but at least gimme some happiness to lighten up my day -.-
HAIS. i still cant get over the fact i cant go SHINee's concert ): (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
stupid.idiot.fuckers.suckers. WTF SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA D:
went home straight after school which apparently ended at 330 -.-'
oh yeah, somethin happen during recess. (/L)
anyway, back to went home..
watched my SHINee babys (: (L)
dad came home, nagg at me why everytime aft school on com. wth man, suck la.
did some awesome drawings of my Babys ^o^
DENN, mother come in my room (in the process of drawing...)
nagg again, say wad you doin, is dis even my homework, homework done anot, lastly,
she said,' STOP DRAWING'.
it was going all good and happy cause of my awesome drawings and den she came in -.-
BUTBUTBUT! luckily, i finished it on time :DD
i wanted to draw each of my cliques name, unfortunately,
'she' came in.... too bad for me den -.-
wadever! shall show dem tmr ^o^

byes, ):

2010-01-26T20:08:00.005+08:00

Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live.
-Norman Cousins

super ruining day.
today is called 'wtf day' (:
'awesomely', in school.. lot thing happen.
my book, my pencil case.
god, can it be any worser?
my precious PRECIOUS string fr my phone is broke.
stupid idiots.
-went drama
after drama went dawson with Mahirah and Shahirah.
headed home earlier cause APPARENTLY i wasnt in th mood.
heard from Mahirah that got concert coming up IN SINGAPORE on the 1st feb-2nd feb (actually..) by SHINee.
i was so fucking excited until something jus ruin the whole thing.
fat chance i couldnt go.
im jus so disappointed.
fucking disappointed.
home, showered and everyth. settle thing on msn,
i dunno wad im gna do so shall say it as blablabla.
okay? wadever...

byes,

i miss the care. i miss everything.
no one noes how i actually feel.
no one is me.
i am me. nobody will understand the me.
its the not love tht its worth doin all the shit things to myself,
i just missed the care that you given me.
the feeling wasnt the same.
its indescripable.
its hurting more and more wen we you didnt wan to talk to me,
why? im not a monster. i wont bite your head off your body.
i gave you smth precious. (somehow...)
do you still rmb? if you hate me now, dun bother to even go to my blog.
cause you noe wad? after 'tht thing' (280909) it got worse.
i didnt noe who to express my REAL feelings to.
its not i dont trust my sisters. i trust dem alot.
its jus NOT THE SAME. not-the-same.
my troubles, feelings, problems, everything.
i just kept it to myself. why?
i dont know why. the term is called,
indescripable.
can we talk? please.
but it jus wont be the same,
forget it. dis can go on and on...

2010-01-23T15:31:00.004+08:00

If you have love, you don't need to have anything else, and if you don't have it, it doesn't matter much what else you have. -James M. Barrie

HELLOHS :D
im back people. Heh,
anyway, took me quite long to edit the blogskin into my preference and
of course, empty out my taqqboard. BLABLABLA.
alright! shall go back to my point of posting ^o^
this few weeks has been pretty exciting (?) not so sure YET.
still Jan anyway...
erm, outings as per usual with clique :D
yesterday was very lame and stupid -.-
had pe, (horrible) although i managed to escape O.O hahahaha!
didnt have any outing cause i was 'needed' to renew my passport or smth,
speaking of that...
my whole class having a class camp on th 19-21 feb :D
johor though -.-' should bring us somewhere FURTHER, LOLS.
okay, im expecting too much ayeee.
i probably wont update so much of my blog especially during school days,
cause i will be tired and lazy to do so ><
piktures after this post ^o^ be sure to take a look! LOLS. :D

from bottom to top hors O.O

byessss, (!)

-LohWanting's house :D-

HAHAHA! Me shahirah jiahui stuck under the matress, LOLS.

- at Queensway Mac (tortise :D) -

- Anchorpoint (: -

SPASTIC, HAHAH.

awesome smile ChuaJiahui :D

-END :D-

2010-01-10T21:26:00.003+08:00

HELLOS! :D

hows life people? be glad ive revived my blog again..
i did it too cause of MISSLOHWANTING (:
anyways, i haven done my homework yet ><
i ask someone to shout at me later, LOL.
todays horrible. correction. everyday's horrible,
my mum got mad at me for coming home late all the time.
ALL THE TIME MEHHH? *purely innocent face* LOL
stupid leh ): now need go home early. KANASAI!
HAIS! i shall continue tmr alrights,
i seriously need to do the homework now.
if not die liao ah... -.-'
dont worry, be happy i will update my blog tmr :D
LOL! OKOK, shut up now.

byes,

2010-01-10T19:44:00.001+08:00

hello

2009-12-13T22:37:00.003+08:00

heyoss,
sorry didnt post D:
lazy, dun feel like it, blabla.. wadever shitS :D
hmms, nothing much has been goin on...
pretty boring -.-'
call Dan'Bro almost every night? hahas,
funny pig, xD
dw wad to type ord :/
today went out with family,
i had to leave 3 games in a row coz of my mother,
scolding me -.-'
haisss, anyways, someth turn out pretty good,
oh ya, ive been sick lately -.-'
still having slight fever, cough, sore throat. HOLIDAY PACKAGE, LMAO.
aiyah, but its okay... so long bo gt sick ord, HEHEHE (altho i hate it -.-)
anyways, jus to prevent my blog from getting so DEAD.

Before dat, check dis out :P

byes,

2009-12-09T22:27:00.004+08:00

HEYSS!!!,
ima tired today but i still wna post :P
today quite alot of piktures yeahhss,
hmmm, today went out whole day,
went to my bro's graduation NS thing,
at pulau tekong :S
take ferry D: so jialat i tell you, quite far you noe!!
from west to east to out of singapore. LOL!
i wna game after dis, i DUN care xD
SOO!!! i shall explain the piktures,
some overdue, some is GOOD for your HEALTH xDD
some is COOOL, LOL.
oh ya!!!! jus wna say, THANKS JUNDE'KOR (:

dis, is so cool.. my mum said it looked like a fish!!! xD
somehow, it looks like it, LOL!

lallalallalala, march!march!march! JIAYOU! :P

MARCH AGEN! GOGOGOGOGO! hope dont faint! xP

OH DIS! ITS AWESOME!!!! I PLAYED WOLFTEAM, DEN..
ALL THE RANKS, ARE HIGH RANKS.
for example: the silver bar, the gold bar, the 2 silver bar and the flower rank
EXCEPT FOR MUAH. IMA SPECIAL. LOL!!!
omg, so cool you noe!!! xDD

GOOD FOR YOUR HEALTH, TRUST ME :DDDD
oh ya, fyi.. ive been collecting those xD
M&M mini bottles, pocky boxes, cadbury boxes (2!!!!!), mentos! xD

dats all!!! xD
ima tiredddd now, wna game den go sleep :D

byess,

2009-12-07T22:18:00.002+08:00

heyhey, (!!!)
here i am posting and updating my dead-ED blog :D
ima nice person xD
okayyyy! woke up at 1230 todayyy, nt sure wad time i sleep ytd night but quite early,
pretty bored now, quite sick of playing wolfteam all th time,
coz dats wad i usually do for th rest of th day -.-
hmmms, if u dont see me online on msn its probably coz im lazy
OR, i jus dw log in :P
oh yahhhh!, idk why but this morning, someth inspire me to learn guitar, LOL!
den i started playing my long-time-no-see piano xD
got it for my birthday actually, coz LAST TIME i wanted to play it.
NOWWW, not so :S
anyways, jus random...
chocolate will nvr be th end of my life,
means that, to me, i wont get sick of chocolate :DDD
i finished my Mini M&Ms in 15mins. LOL!
i could have done it faster but i wanted to enjoy it and didnt want to eat it all fast,
hehehehehehhehe!!
nothing much to post todayyy,
'pikture of th day' is gna be up soon (:

byess,

2009-12-05T14:05:00.008+08:00

Edited @ 12:04am

went shopping!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHH,
Cotton On, th best shop EVER.
Dano oso! Not bad really!!
xD
awesomeness.
hmmmms, im gna love it.
anyways, found a whole list of quotes :D
love it to th core, its so touching (':
tmr, i MAYBE updating blog den re-updating 'pikture of th day'
plus th little quotes too yeah, (:
i know its late, but who cares!
I WANNA GAME NOWWW,
MUACKS!

byessssssss,

-

YOYOYOYOYO SUPPPP!!
ahhaha, sorry didnt post last few days,
wasnt in th mood to, and also! LAZY.
hahasss, anyways...
updating blog abt the previous movie outing with ShahirahSharuddin and SarahChee(:
WAD MOVIE: NEW MOON OF COURSE!!! (:

-3'Dec'09-
met Sarah first in th bus :D
chat abt random stuff with her, hahah xD
she was so exciteeddddd!! she nvr go west mall b4 dats whyyy,
reach ord, she say, 'Woahh!! so nice lehhh!' LOL!
we went to book the tickets first so wouldnt have so many ppl,
den we walked around :D
hmmms, met tht guy. LMAO. with his frenn,
dam dumb sia he. idw offend him in my blog anyway, i got good heart :P
soo, before he came he ask me book another 2 ticket -.-' idiott.
me and sarah so lucky we book our ticket first, if not hor, the queue DAM longg.
sian la, have to queue for those 2 guys agn -.-' (!!!!!)
waited fr tht missShahirahSharuddin at th bus int :D
it was 1250 then, so we rush up the cinema coz the movie start at 1,
ehhh!! before dat, me and Sarah went arcade play the air hockey and some other game, forgot xD
bought popcorn, the advertisement so freaking long -.-'
overall the movie is quite slow at the beginning, den the middle part becoming more nicer and nicer, THE LAST PART. WOAH, DAM IRRITATED. STUPID CLIFF HANGER.
suddenly the whole movie stop, KNS. LOL
but nvm, WAITING fr ECLIPSE. i think dats how u spell it. eee,
okayokay, after movie went to arcade agn!!!! :D
NEOPRINTSSSSS!!!! :DDDD
awesomenesss, played somemore games, i was addicted to the dance thing, LOL
after arcade, ate Mac (:
Sarah had to leave soooo left me and Shahirah :P
left sooner or later,
home-d ofc,

Posted long enoughhhhh, :D
gt piktures of the neoprints we took (;
stop crapping here uhhss...

~~PIKTURES ARE CURRENTLY UNDER EDITING!~~

byes,

2009-11-30T19:44:00.002+08:00

HEYS,
as i told u the previous post,
im gna post today ^o^
sooo, last night slept at 320am (:
woke up at 1pm!! WOOHOO. hahahah,
wad i doin? i pei my 'brother' :D
touched by his words ytd, thanks (:
hmmm, woke up and playplayplay
chat with sarah on phone xD long time no see you ):
hmmms! denden, wanted to book ticket for New Moon butt! need credit card -.-'
dw earn money company, LOLS
ppl wan book ticket, dun allow, oni allow credit card den okay lor
dey are the ones who regret, LOL!
ALRIGHTS! nothing much tooo, excited for the 3rd :DD
i gt to meet my long-time-no-see sarah and wanting :P
OH YAHH, ChuaJiaHui another one ): in case u read my blog,
have a save flight alrights (: and most importantly, have fun! :D take care urself gurl :D loveyoumuch <3
okay, erm.... wad to talk abt now, NOTHING -.-'
okay den...

byes,

2009-11-29T22:58:00.003+08:00

BLOG DEAD. CANT BELIEVE THIS, D:
i wont let my dearest blog to go and die, lolssss
so, FINALLY im here to post (:
alot happened i guesss.
friday saturday and today. woah, jialat.
the whole day for tht 3 days, from 1pm-11pm.
siannnnn, so tiredddddddddd. go whr? go find furnitures appliances for my new houseeeee :D
hmmms, today osooo. shall jus talk abt today yeahsssss.
tanjong katong - sungei kadut (if u noe whr xD) - clementi - home - changi - downtown east - home
hahahah, ^o^
tmr no plans ord, sad and happy. ):
ANYWAY, look on th brighter side of life, my fren treating me arcade, woottssssssss! xD
cant wait to see my girlfrens ): long time no see, no talk each other.
miss having laughters with dem, how touching. HEHEHHEHE!!
alrightsss, hmmmm, tmr MAYBE i posting agn to prevent the blog from dying :O
check out the vid below ^o^
shes awesome. pretty, nice voice, artist ord. so lucky!!!
okay dennnn, 'pikture of th day' is up (:
ttyl bloggy! LOL.

its passed, u still rmb?
i cant believe i still cant forgt u.
all th times whr we spent together,
are still in my head, why cant i get rid of it?!
its cause, they are gd memories.
gd memories cant be forgetten i gurantee u that,
Missing u is not the hard part,
knowing I once had you is what breaks my heart.
that, was wad i had in my mind.
my dear frens, if u still wna ask me why i cant forgt him,
and esp. u cass, u dont have to do anything with dis,
i jus wna ask u to bare in mind, dont, DONT spent too much time on him.
or u will be like me,
u didnt listen to me the previous time and its nt ur fault,
but i begg u this time, pls.. listen to this.
after this, u can do wadever u want. idc at all.
hope i dont hate u, keep ur fingers crossed (:
thr are other reasons to why i hate u too, so dun put everth on this situation (:

byes,

2009-11-20T21:24:00.005+08:00

SALADS BABES! :DDD

HAPPY 6 MONTH ANNI!!!!

LOVE YOU BABES TO TH CORE!!!

(:

hope you ppl rmb yeah :D

LOVELOVE

AND! LOVESSSSSSSSSSS.

<3

2009-11-20T20:44:00.003+08:00

heysssss,
sorry nvr post past 3 days D:
was totally LAZYYY.
outing with shahirahsharuddin (:
we took 61 all th way to west mall, LOL :D
long journey aiyeeeee. hehe,
ate burger kingg. den went to walk around. we were talking and walking at th same time wen we didnt even realise we walked one round oready. LOL!
bought my RED bag (: awesomenesssssssssssssssssss!
den went arcade with her. i tell you, super funny and ridiculous.
we TOTALLY paiseh ourself u noe!!! xD
we didnt have any money, so we decided to 'pretend' we're playing, LOL!!!
the most funniest part was, we tried out the dance thing. LOL.
we found a card. we got EXTREMELY excited coz we thought got money, but!
UNFORTUNATELY, it didnt. awwwww ):
we got tired of crazyness so we left. went mac to get out instant win food ^^
den, went my mum workplace, went home with her.
wait, before we wanna go mac, we passed by mrt where got this lady talk to us abt some donation thing, den we say we no money. its fact okay.
after dat went mac right? we scared because later the lady scold us how come can go mac.
so we were like panicking. LOL.
but she dumped me and take bus ): LOL, kidding xD
coz i had to take mrt to my mum workplace u see. so i 'escaped' from that ladeh. :DD
GO GIRL POWER! LOLOL!
alrights! dats all for now babes (:
dw post longlong, hehee.
one announcement.

I AM EXCITED FOR 3RD DEC
TO COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BECAUSE! I WAN WATCH
NEW MOONNNNNNNNNN.

AND GET TO SEE PPL WHO
I MISSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

hehe. a very important announcement ynoe xD
okay peeps! shall stop here :D

byes,

2009-11-16T21:24:00.003+08:00

heys bloggers,
hehe.
okay erm today was (...)
i woke up at 1130.
but guess wad? i slacked too much until i bathe at 230. -.-
because! i didnt get to watch Princess Protection Program ytd night so i tape-d it and watched it ^^
all th way until 230. den time pass SOOOOOO fast all i noe it was 6 ord :O
nth much oso la today. shahirah ask me out go plaza sing'
had to do smth else. sad right.
somemore i dun think my mother allow me la. tsk,
aniwae, hope u guys out thr enjoy ur life coz u noe wad?
i dont :D
dun worry abt me, ill be perfectly fine.
so for now,

byes,

2009-11-15T22:36:00.003+08:00

heys,
today woke up at 9 D:
had 2 weddings.
one word. TIRING.
becauseeeee. the second wedding is my parents last time sch mate.
so wad u expect, stay dere longer uh.
reached home at 6.
finally can use com -.-
went out agn at 8 for dinner at Bukit Timah.
and here i am posting (:
todays quite boring actually. but AT LEAST, can go out :D
heh, okay erm..
nothing much to post today too but i jus wanna say,
i miss th clique ):
i wan outing soon, IDC!!!! RAWR, LOL.
tmr's tmr and tmr's tmr the rest of the week is gna be torture of boredom (:
3rd dec. im looking forward to dat. NEW MOON MOVIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
i goin watch with shahirah and sarah. wheeeee :P
we most likely gna have another outing for clique's anni ^^
coz jiahui couldnt make it on 3rd dec. she goin overseas. yupyup,
~~soooo, 'pikture of th day' is gna be up soon (:~~
stop craps now.

byesss,

나는 당신에 관하여 아주 특별한 무슨을 모른다.
나는 왜 당신이 저에게 한 무슨을 좋아하는가 당신을 잊어서 수 있지 않는가?
당신은 배설물의 한 조각 같이 저를 대우했다.
이렇게 할 수 있지 않는가 나는 왜?
이것은 더 어리석고 어리석게 되고 있다.
그러나 나가 알고 있는 무엇을, 좋은
기억 지워질 수 없다 이다.
나는 아직도 뺨이 각 다른 사람에 우리에 의하여 키스한 시간을 기억한다.
그리고 나는 아직도 그것을 느낄 수 있다.
왜? 왜? 왜?!!?! 실행!
나는이다 진짜로 그것의 병자 그러나…
나는 모른다.
if youre planning to translate it out,
it wont work. you wont get the exact meaning that i did (:

2009-11-14T16:30:00.002+08:00

HEYYAW!
heh, okay erm sorry didnt post ytd.
was too lazy D:
so here i am posting, (:
nothing much to talk abt.
downloaded another game, and its graphics is super kns -.-
wasted my time nia.
i saw wanting online on msn awhile today :O
5 mins later she said she need take plane ord ):
but she reaching Sing' at arnd 6 :D
miss her man ):
today nt goin out -.-
wtf lah, like seriously. i did the housework for today. I MEAN FOR LAST WEEK TOO -.-
wahlao, dam super duper f bored can. cannot tahan D:
my life is so boringggggg.
hope tmr can go out. I MUST. hmph.
almost everyday wake up at 1130+ and sleep at 12+
how boring can it be -.-
so erm, shall nt crapandcrapandcrap.
th 'pikture of th day' is gna be changed as soon as i found one (:
until den,

byessss,

2009-11-12T14:05:00.002+08:00

SUP GUYS, HEH!
okay ermmm, ive decided.
the 'pikture of th day' will be posted up dere ^^
plus the little quotes below...
so at least my blogg wont look so DEAD.
hehe, okay erm.
dis morning woke up at 1045 -.-
ive gt alot of distractions la. cannot sleep back.
sooo, checked out youtube. dats wad i do everyday. coz i gt my certain channels i go to everyday yeah... (:
didnt bathe YET. LOL.
played awhile, had my brunch (:
watched C.S.I until 1pm :O HEHE.
THEN bathed. yupyup. raining heavily and its awesome :D
feels coool. my grandma ask me go her house AGN to take some stuff.
but erm, since its raining and i lazy, no need uh xD
i dun have any bad intention but she say if i wan i go, if idw dun go.
aniwae, i downloaded some movie. to watch so i dun get so bored.
and u noe wad? IM DESPO FOR CHOCOLATE. YES, CHOCOLATE.
awwwwww, i wan buy, no $$ ): (!!!!!!!!)
gotta stop here alrights peeps.

byessss,

2009-11-11T23:32:00.003+08:00

'I like not only to be loved, but to be told I am loved.'
-George Eliot

heyssssssssssssss,
okay erm, today went out with grandma ^^
she really likes to walk ard so much -.-
i tired u noe. LOL
ate SATAY. ate it for lunch AND dinner. she ordered somemore and brought home (:
got 30 sticks for my family and 20 for her. she doesnt have a family exactly.. she lives alone. LOL
if wanting reads dis, she will go 'WAHLAOOO, SO UNFAIRRR. LIDDAT LORR. NVMNVM'
awww, i miss her ): come back soon LohWanTing <3
okay erm, outing nxt monthhh. like finally -.-
im darn fking bored at home.
like seriously la, i wan go out tmr sia O.O
hais... aniwae, starting to miss clique ):
nxt year still same old classmates -.-
im happy dat im same class as cliques and all, but im jus nt satisfied.
hope the guys get more mature -.-(!)
i feel like doin work now, crazy bitch man me -.-
shall end here la, so late ord. to be exact, 1140pm LOL
i nt sleepy. idk why -.- ouh yah, erm.
i think every post i post *confuse LOL.
ya okay continue, i will try to put pikture of th day
coz my blog is getting boring ord D:
yupyup. okay, starting to crap ordddd sooooooooo......

byesssssss,

2009-11-09T22:00:00.003+08:00

heys,
today im glad (: at LEAST i can FINALLY shop -.-
but its oni 1 dat i bought for today D:
sian uh.
bought it from cotton on (;
awesome top, love it.
so erm, these few days nothing much too -.-
dis wed gna go out with grandma to geylang ._.
i think i kinda gt scolded from her, LOL.
coz she say, i need call her after sch end.
den i nvr call her since lastlast week or wadever week :O LOL
until my mother call her - i call her - got scolded. wtfszxc, LOL.
yeahs, actually tmr wanted to follow shahirah go gym b4 her drama
but erm, i think.. im nt ): (!) mother confirm wont allow one uh, sadsadsobsobscriescries.
aiyah, aniwae.. idw crap so much for today..
one last thing before i go, I MISS SCHOOL. obv nt the studies la hor,
oni dumb ppl will miss studies -.-
okay wadever.. shall go now,

byes,

2009-11-08T18:20:00.002+08:00

yos.
sorry didnt post these 2 days?
didnt have mood.
erm, didnt do anything much.
jus went online, wolfteam, sleep, eat, shit, pee, drink, breathe.
-.-
wtheck right.
aiyah, i goin out soon.
so..

byes,

fuck you la hor.
i regretted coz of u.
if u ever try to hurt my fren,
(you shld noe who)
u bttr gt ready.
its time for u to realise and regret too alrights.
dun play ard with me.
i can get harsh if i wan too.
go fuck pros la kay.
wadever, i cant take this shit anymore.

2009-11-06T18:39:00.002+08:00

OMGOMG,
u noe smth, SuperJunior really rocksttm (!!!!!!!!)
esp. the song U.
*faints*
LOLOL.
watch the vid abt these korean boys dancing to it,
its awesome. its ALMOST as awesome as the SuperJunior dancing it :O
im serious kay, if u wan watch, watch it >;D
if u dw, get away from my blog, LOL. kidding la, pls watch? ._.
okayokay, if u dw nvm la horrrr (: aniwae heres the vidddd (!)
ouh yah, listen to all the screams O_O ANDAND,
i THINK, deir kinda hawt O_O LOL, omg. hahahahahhahahah,

2009-11-06T18:26:00.003+08:00

heys, (!)
hahas, sorry ytd nvr post yeahssss.
hmm, nothing much la even if i post.
super sian nowadays..
so lets talk abt today ^^
woke up at 9 -.- tired uh, i slept at 1 u noe.. hear radio, :D LOL,
but nvm, went dentist D:
lucky nt goin put braces (:
somehow its like temporary, can take out COZ! my teeth not so crooked!
i feel so HAPPY. LOL. i cant believe i ACTUALLY took care of my teeths.
nt bad nt bad xD
shall nt self-praise myself at dis point of time ^^
i rather look in the mirror and praise myself, LOLOL! EWWWWW.
NEVER GNA HAPPEN. PUI. hahs,
went home, my dad so fun joke with manszxc.
he bully me ): and... I TOOK REVENGE. MUAHAHHAHA ^^
hahas, okay lah, dis whole day i jus played wolfteam -.-
super boring uh, but wad am i suppose to do hors..
wan to go out oso cannot, no money. mother dun allow. sadded. ):
but i like weekends :DDDDDD (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
me and my mum get to shop >;D and i miss it ALOT.
my shirt all suks man. aniwae! shall stop crapping here la kayssss,
have an awesome day peeps! (:

byesss, (!)

2009-11-05T12:25:00.002+08:00

heys,
im fucking sad la last night.
like totally wadefuck can
HE TOTALLY RUINED MY LIFE AND I WONT LET DAT HAPPEN AGEN.
thanks shahirah, wanting and cassandra for being dere for me <3
i made my blog private coz of my personal reason..
i wont tell u guys wad happen so dont bother asking (:
maybe i editing later so..

byes,

2009-11-04T19:06:00.003+08:00

heys, -.-
today was boring and at the same time, pissing.
woke up at 1130
on com, online, played wolfteam..
1230+ showered
didnt have lunch today, sadd..
finished my chocolate ):
playplayplay... lalala
played with clinton charles brendon
didnt play with both cass cousin BECAUSE (!)
1st : charles and clinton and both cass cousin was in 1 room
2nd : charles and clinton laggs and coz of dat, i cant play
okay la nvm,
3rd : dis happen for dk how many times ord,
4th : i ord found a room to play and JUS AS SOON AS I JOINED, cass cousin ask me join dem play, so i left the room FOR THE SAKE of playing with THEM
5th : wen i join the room with dem, i found out, charles left and no one else dere except for the person who called me in which is cass cousin.
and finally,
how do u think i feel? pissed.
if u disagree, GET A LIFE AND PUT URSELF IN MY SHOES DUMBASS.
ouh yah, one more. i keep dying. dat ADDS to the whole thing.
idw to talk anymore further, so.

byes,

2009-11-03T21:04:00.002+08:00

heyssss!
said i would post today ^^
woke up at 12 >;)
LOL, muahahh? -.-
okay lame, den...
had my lunch after i bathed, instant noodles agen
trust me, its kinda awesome, HAHA :D
brand: maggi , flavour: curry , comments: AWESOME
:D
haha, okok..
went online on msn den played wolfteam with quite alot ppl today o.o
both cass's cousin [no off but the p2 one is quite irritating >< sorry!], charles, brendon, clinton
clinton always gtg one lor, no fun, TSK :P
okay nth much to post abt today..
eating egg tart my mum bought jus now while watching tv, SIMPSONS (:
jus finished watching PCK Sdn Bhd, LOL.
hmmms, okay lah im off now!

BYES, (!)

2009-11-02T21:12:00.002+08:00

heys, (:
sorry didnt post for 2 days? yeah, guess so..
aniwae here to post bout the 'class' outing on saturday (:
okay so here it goes. prepare for the long post, LOL.

-before the E.T.P-
met nicole cass keyun first..
wen i reach at tiong mrt, dey told me the boys boarded the train where i alighted -.-
because cass hide from them den dey thought cass left ord.. okay den..
dis is the journey in the mrt, LOL.
so we had to wait for faith but we took the mrt not knowing dat faith wasnt with us -.-
stopped at outram to wait for faith which was coincidentally with charles and clinton..
after boarding the train together, charles and clinton another cabin, me nicole [sitting together :D] cass keyun faith another cabin -.-
totally wth.. me and nicole started talking bout the un-united ppl in our class, LOL :P

- at the E.T.P -
me and nicole went etp first coz cass keyun faith said dey wan to buy smth..
unexpectedly, charles clinton brendan were waiting for us thanks guys, hahs (:
bought the ADULT ticket -.- wth sia, so ex.. i shld have worn childish clothes, LOL! NAHHH xD
waited for cass dey all first before entering :D
wow, once we entered, it was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i got totally excited.
we went the mini roller coaster ^^ sat with nicole the lasttttttt one.
super fun okay!! hahah, went like 'WHOOSH!' LOLOL,
okay lemme list out the rides we took ^^ not in order tho,
family coaster, wet & wild [most enjoyed ride ever!] , pirate ship , haunted house , kite flyer
keyun and faith took the bumper boats! haha :D

- wet & wild ride :D -
first ride was with nicolelowyurei (: i sat at the back she sat at the front,
there was one short and long one.. i totally enjoyed it mann.
i got TOTALLY DRENCHED! BUT IT WAS AWESOME, HEHEHE! the long one was pretty scary.. it went up slowly [slowly..] went it goes down O_O 5 secs and ure down ord...
half-way through the long thingy, my hand was ALMOST off the handle sia D:
scary u noe!! okay,
den the second one was with cassandrachuayawen (:
i sat at the front now ^^ didnt get as wet as the back, hahs :P
it was great, the queue was very long but we still waited :D
we are such patient ppl, LOL.

- haunted house -.- -
okay dis haunted house, was quite pissing off-ing, LOL
initially, cass didnt wan to go in, den i was the only girl who went,
den later, she came with me... like finally! :D
the boys came with us too (:
clinton and junde was with faith and cass infront of me..
AND APPRARENTLY, banff charles keanu and ME was behind THEM.
i got pissed can! i lead the way sia. i ask dem to lead dey jus keep quiet so i had no choice but continue the 'journey' coz if i dont move, dey wont move and if i stay longer, dey shout at me -.-
wth manzxc, SCARY CATS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :PPPP

- pirate ship :D -
pirate ship was quite fun too ^^
first ride was with nicolelowyurei and cassandrachuayawen (:
and i was f dizzy okay, i took the ride RIGHT AFTER the wet & wild D:
somemore with all the screams, totally crazyy...
charles and clinton was like THERE, watching us scream to death, -.-
second ride was with cassandrachuayawen (:
took RIGHT AFTER the wet & wild ride too but dis time, didnt scream much so wasnt so dizzy xD

okay dat was the rides dat i enjoyed most :DD
went for other games too but i think i wrote alot ord O_O
tired now, okay! im off! ill post tmr agn i guess (:
last minute la hor, HAPPY BELATED HALLOWEEN! LOL! xD

byes,

2009-11-01T20:30:00.000+08:00

ill shall post other days, lazy and sick. sorry ><

2009-10-30T17:55:00.003+08:00

heyss,
today suck big time... )':
woke up at 10, on com, discuss abt class outing tmr, baked cookies (:
dats all i did for today, boring right?
idk why i baked cookies -.-
maybe i was thinking... aiyah, nvm ):
glad dat finally tmr goin escapethemepark :D
nth much to post today coz i feel totally (....)
hais ._.
dats all la kayy,

byes,

even if i give u cookies,
would u care?
would u even care if u will taste it?
would u even care it was made by me?
would u even think dat i made it FOR u?
no one will ans all dis qns in my mind right now,
all i need is you, yes you.
since the day u left me, my life has been awfully fucking horrible,
idw to make u feel guilty thinking dat u have done the wrong thing but.
i wan you to realise how much effort i have put in..
although u said u have no more feelings for me, u noe wad?
i still do, and idk why i cant let you go..
my frens say its no use to do thisthisthis over a guy but,
to me, i think no matter wad i do for u, is always worthful..
no use to say that now i guess, its over ord.
its over...
keep in mind, i still do need you..
idk if i love you or wad, i jus have that feeling dat without u,
my life is done. im barely hanging on to my life..
i thank god for at least keeping my frens with me coz without them,
i will die. wait no, i will -cries.sobs.DIES. (:
twenty-seven o-eight 0-nine will always be in my heart... <3

2009-10-29T18:35:00.006+08:00

seems like just yesterday
you were a part of me
i used to stand so tall
i used to be so strong
i told you everything
opened up and let you in
you made me feel alright
for once in my life
now all that's left of me
is what i pretend to be
so together, but so broken up inside
cause i cant breathe
no, i cant sleep
im barely hanging on,

heys,
i was freaking pissed and oso shahirah made my day today (:
idiot ppl, nvr disturb their life must disturb mine,
wan my life so much isit? -pui manszxc.
jealous or wad? hah, aniwae...
dw start scolding ppl on my blog, no use(:
rather wait for them to die den idk whether dey end up in HELL or heaven..
good lucks, haha :D

-skip to aft school (: -

went queensway mac with nurShahirah <3
had heart to heart talks yeahhh,
den went to shahirah's house coz she wan to _____
LOL! non-stop laughing man..
in the bus oso sia, very paiseh u noe!!!
she made me almost pee-ed but i can control unlike *ahem
LOL :P after finish _____ went to play badminton with her,
woah seh, wan die man play with her.
super f funny lah, after hit confirm must laugh.. hehe xD
we got so tired so went back to shahirah house awhile to get drinks and sweets ^^
she walk me to busstop thanks yeah and got...
home-d :D
dun wanna crap too much, so..

byes,

no matter how much u've hurt me, the day wen i got hurt and the scar dats left on my hand will nvr be forgotton, idk but i think i still love you.. )':

2009-10-27T21:48:00.003+08:00

today is the twentySeventh of October.
and tmr is the twentyEighth of October.

today-
i still hope u rmb today. history jus pass by me agen. all the bad memories came back to me.
why? idk for myself. i jus cant let go of u. although i noe u dun care abt me, i jus still really wish and hope u reallyreally rmb AT LEAST today. i wan to let go of u off my life but u noe wad? every second, every minute ure still clear and bright in my mind.. ppl say jus forget it and move on, dat phrase has been stuck in my mind forever but jus for dis moment of time, i cant. i tried too hard ord. i did lots of things to forget abt it but it jus doesnt work at all... u may think im still stupid to think abt u, i dun mind being called dat because for all i noe, my life has been fucking horrible after u left. im left heart-broken, unlucky, usleless. if ure reading dis, and if ure happy smiling or laughing away, idk wad to say. ure jus one human being who doesnt have feelings. i noe i did it to u before but i tried my best after dat. i really did. idw to write any longer so,

byes, )':

2009-10-26T16:04:00.002+08:00

heys,
sorry nvr blog ord D:
1st : lazy
2nd : jus fucking sad nowadays ):
3rd : idk wad im thinking and i think dat im really ridiculous now -.-
4th : i think i miss my brother ): but even if he comes back, he wont say a single word to me, hais.
5th : you, yes you, u are ruining my life u bitch/bastard or wadever u are. idk who u are ord.
6th : idw tuition {!!!} coz of 'smth'
7th : seeing his/her face, OH, i mean his AND her face everyday, im gonna puke -.-
8th : trying to tell myself not to give up on hope and faith but u noe wad? i jus cant. dats jus too bad for me right? oh, ppl may say jus forget it.. but u dun understand wads happening in th first place. so jus shush okay. tyvm.
9th: no matter how much laughter i am on the outside, on the inside, i rather die.
10th : dere is too many to list so i dun bother to type it all out...

i guess ill end here..

byes,

2009-10-21T20:38:00.005+08:00

im hurt deeply in my heart ;
for someone i think its impossible to forget ;
the days and nights ive been through ;
ive always been thinking that i am the one who is the useless one,
being such a stupid person to not let you go ;
for when a sharp needle in my mind,
keep appearing in my imagination ;
sooner or later i will be stabbed in the heart ;
knowing dat i was the murderer of my own body ;
and i realise, after leaving the world, it was worth it all,
composed by afiqah(:

nothing much today so im not gonna post alot,
thanks to those people who made my day (:
i really love u guys, thank.you.
<3

byes,
no matter how hard i tried, it still wont work ; why?

2009-10-20T19:34:00.004+08:00

heys, ):
today's probably one of the worst
but not the WORST, YET.
hais ._.
but luckyily some ppl made my day yeah :D
'ahem no.2' [LOL!] , shahirah and sarah (:
made me laugh like one ___
LOL, ookok..
aniwae! skip bout sch -.-
shahirah and sarah came my house today,
watch vampireknights <3
den shahirah left for drama, but she shouldnt kay! she having stomachache u noe ._.
sarah left wen my dad came home -.-
started feeling lonely until dis 'ahem no.2' chatted and make me laugh, hehehe thanks yeahhhh (: hmmm den, im here bloggin now lor.
eee, tmr no sch so boring! stay at home do nothing, hais.
at least i noe 'ahem no.2' will be online :DD
some piktures from msn.
we draw until so many, LOL. draw-ed some nice ones xD
end here la kay,

joys,

drawn by muah xD

drawn by 'ahem no.2' LOL

drawn by me(: 28'09'09 <3

byes,

2009-10-18T21:37:00.004+08:00

HEYSS!
im rather glad today yeahhh. quite suprising ehy xD
hmmm, i shld say today 1/2 pissed 1/2 overjoyed :D
soooo, in order not to spoil my happiness now which im currently di siaoing keanu like one pig.. :D
lets jus say i have quite a great day today (:
lemme tell you where/wad/when did the happiness happen today xD

left house at 3 ; went to ahma house [daddy side] ; went to eat burger king at white sands shopping centre [pasir ris] ; sent bro back to ns coz ytd was public hol ; went SHOPPING [like finally..] at the white sands place thing.. ; bought some accessories(: ANDAND vampireknights english comic 1 and 2 ; home-d

awesome ehy (: i wanted to buy SS501 album but i think i bought quite alot stuff so yeah enuf for today ): but nvm, next time go shopping with mummy go collect the comic somemore and more stuff dat i like.. LOL!
okay.. dat was quite a paragraph.. aniwae!
im planning to read later at night(:
dis is gna be fun! LOL,
okayokay, need to go now yeahsss.
thanks 'ahem' once again for companying me all th time(:
i really appreaciate... meloveyou as fren la dee. dun think wrong thing la kayy <3

byes, {!!!!!!!!!} xD

2009-10-16T19:06:00.001+08:00

here to post again.
sorry no start with 'hey,'
im super fucked up today

to 2427537'
idw care abt you anymore
i tried my best to be frens agen,
u didnt want. u ignored me.
if u dun wan talk to me jus say kay,
no need hide behind my back,
i noe ord hors.

'ahem' [didnt want his/her name revealed -.-]
thanks for being so nice to me today yeah,
haha, i really aprreciate it hors
(:
thanks a million times.

2009-10-16T16:26:00.000+08:00

heys,
woke up at 1030
day has been boring as usual..
but not dat boring for those who talked to me on msn and keep me entertained almost for an hour? (:
thanks shahirah and clinton :D
aniwae, here to update my blog so it wont be dead.
why is a hypocrite being loved by someone i used to love?
dat qns still remains in my mind yeah (:
wad so special abt dis hypocrite? i dont find anything special abt [it]..
i wonder yeahhh,
end here la hor. maybe i will post again tonight :D

byes,

2009-10-15T20:29:00.000+08:00

PEOPLE! :D
2 new gan!!!!! (:

DARIUS ; didi <3
RACHEL ; mama <3

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

2009-10-15T19:58:00.000+08:00

heys,
todays torture -.- even tho i nvr go sch..
woke up at 9 :D and dats the only thing i love for today xD
1030 left to NUH for dental appoinment ._.
getting braces ard next year i guess,
so had to do some check-ups on my teethhhh.
den had to take like pikture of your teethSSS, LOL
freakingfreakingfreakingfreaking pain okay.
like seriously, damdam pain. coz like u have to stretch ur mouth damdam hard so the dentist can take pikture of it..
den went on to x-ray... hmms, easy i guess. DUH, LOL.
had a short lunch with daddy, went home :D
from this point onwards, it was superduperly boring.
sms shahirah lots today, haha.. thanks for keeping me entertain yeah, <3
since i oni linked my girlfrens, i shall reply taqqs here (:

TAGG REPLIES:
caSSandra` : awwws, woaisini too kay (: <3
QUEENIE : hellos! :D thanks for taqqing yeah, but i truly am sorry ><
Faith : cutie!!! sorry again >< but no matter wad, stay cyute kay? :D
Adriana, ♥ : thanks for taqqing babes :D

people!!! im still considering whether to link back all my friends..
but i will try not to be injustice [vocab dere, LOL] :D

byes,

2009-10-14T18:50:00.000+08:00

Heys,
went school,
fucking boring -.-
stay in the hot sun somemore, haiss.
-skipskip-
shahirah went my house today to do pancakes(:
did quite alot yeah, after eat feel freaking lazy wan to get up but still have to mah,
430 she left coz she dw stay so late.
jus finished watching vampire knight :DD
its jus plain awesome can,
the whole story still in my mind now im jus despo for it ):
i really cant wait for season 3 come out. u dk how i feel for this anime,
its jus freakingfreaking nice, touching and loving.
3 main theme of the story yeahh,
not goin sch tmr, lazy state reason ><
okay lah, lets end here.

byes,

2009-10-07T20:29:00.000+08:00

HELLOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LONG TIME NO SEE. HAHAHHAHA,
well, since exam over...
i re-open my blog lorrrr :D
okok, lots happennnnnn. lemme jus start from today la hor
here it goes! LOL,

finish the pathetic little lit exam paper (:
i swear im gonna do badly for EOY ):
esp. for history yeah, i never do the format for inference leh.
wahlao, stupid right? agreed? AGREED -.-
hais, maths oso si beh suay. tell you wad,
EVERYTHING SUAY. MY LIFE HAS BEEN SUAY-EST -.-
dun believe, ask my girlfren. haisssssssss ):
butbut, today shld be the best. im reffering to after lit paper yeahhh :D
went vivo or haarbourfont with Salads (:
walkwalkwalk, eat at banquet, walk somemore go harbourfront den come back.
alot of walking to be done, heesss!
okay lets skip to the skypark :D
played with waterrr, write name la, smiley face la, wadever face oso have, LOL :P
sarah and shahirah went crazy after dat, challenge whos water can reach the furthest. LOL!
den ermm, went eat at Mac agen (: dk why dey all scare me, say i eat alot :O
dats why i tell you, dun underestimate little girl yeahs,
dey may seem cute outside but scary eating inside, LOLOL!!!! kidding ehsss (:
sarah and shahirah left first den me and jiahui decided go tiong buy bubble tea before goin home,
but wanting need go FOOT MASSAGE, LOL. but in the end follow us :DD thanks yeah <3
bought everything, i went to buy sweet (: EAT somemore, MUHAHAHAHA :D
WANTED to go home after dat, but u noe wad happen wen we reach opposite the overhead bridge busstop?
me and wanting was like trying to keep our bladder in den we cannot tahan oready, we went to the BUILDING BEHIND AND GO TOILET. dam paiseh eh, but wad to do, rather feel paiseh dan later pee or shit at our pants right? hahas..

-IN THE TOILET :DD-
i ask direction of toilet, den reach oready...
wanting said dis, ' woah, i like this toilet eh. but you must bare with the smell of shit later'
i was like laughing like one shit sia.
inside cubicle oready right, u noe wad we do? coz we side by side ma the cubicle so we SMS inside the toilet AND LAUGH. ppl might be wondering how come got ppl laughing wen dey doin business one ah?
den got one part i lazy wan sms i take pen, tissue paper and write. den wanting was like laughing away damdam loud, LOLOL.
lemme tell you the (sms) conver:
W: we stay in the toilet till 5 min later ok
A: i finish oready la, laugh later people think we crazy. but srsly, dam shoik oready can! LOL,
W: smelly not?
A: my shit not smelly like yours kay! LOL
A: (next sms) got how many more 'stone' left?
W: I havent. still got more to go, but srsly you too funny
A: your shit like durian smell i tell you. jus now dat person pee like ultra sia.
W: LOL but i seriously think this is the most funniest day in my whole life. damn you. mine got perfume smell ok. you dono how to appreciate. yours got papaya smell eh.
(coz i saw wanting take alot tissue paper so it goes like dat...)
A: i saw you take alot tissue paper!!!
W: YEAH LOR. like volcano sia. 'Boom sshssss'
A: LOL! SMELLY LEH..
W: WHO SMELLY? EH WE STAY HERE TILL FOUR OK. damn fun. HAHAHAH
A: I GO OUT CUBICLE OREADY LA, SOMEMORE WAN LAUGH INSIDE TOILET, SO RETARDED
W: HAHAHA EH WAIT LAH YOU ASS. OMG i feel dam shiok lah. HAHAHHAHAH
A: LOL, FASTER COME OUT LA THE STONE!
and ended converrr (:
seriously, dis conver may seem boring but if ur really dere, u dk how funny it was.
both of us laughing like ONE PILE OF SHIT, HEEESSSS!

heheheh! then went home oready (:
i post so long liaoo, end here kays! maybe tmr will post agen :D
OUH YA! i wan show you my cousin's cousin pikture (:
andand, my pikture of the day yeah :D

dis is wad im talking about (: CREDITS TO: LOHWANTING :D

HEEHEE!

bye freakos,

2009-09-14T20:37:00.001+08:00

HELLOS!!!!!! :D
im super crazy today!!! woohoo! its like today AT LEAST got peace (:
had history, english, maths, malay, assembly
history: KNN CB NIA!!! suepr pissed for history today, like totally (.....) LAH! >;(
she complain table so wet, den she saw my attire doesnt SATISFY her, she go ask me wipe -.-
i wipe oready, got some part she blocking so idc oready, den you noe wad? she ask me wipe AGEN! -.-' super pissed sia. den the last time, she go blame me for getting her book wet coz i nvr wipe the table properly, WA BIANG EH. she complain so much den do herself lah! save energy and time oso, so lazy teacher! TSKK! -'-
english: mr.chia nvr come, sadly ): dk wad happen to him ehh, the relief teacher for first period totally suks!!! but the next teacher was awesome (:
MUAHAHAHAHHA, i tortured charles like one crazy freak liddat xD
'take' his stuff at least didnt take wallet hor! step his pants :D, take his pencil box, blame him for littering the floor, AND more :DD today somehow was SO FAR not bad day (:
maths: hmmm, as per usual duh -.- dotdotdot,
malay: went com lab, woohoo! :P but do work lah ofc!!! at least enjoy air-con mah :D
assembly: had in class, ANDAND, to add to the topic for assembly and since mr.chia nvr come, MRS.YOCK take over assembly as her maths lesson -.- super __ lah, i wonder wad happen to teacher nowadays D:

reach home, WATCH BOYS OVER FLOWERSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BOYS OVER FLOWERS ROCKS TO THE CORE! XD

got addicted to it yeahh, den played wt with junde charles hao jun clinton.
ACTUALLY, didnt wan to play coz wan watch BOF, but for the sake of my frens,
why not? i very good hor! (:
one last thing, SIAOPARTNER ROCKS! LOL :DD
shall end now eh,

bye freaks/loves,

2009-09-11T21:35:00.000+08:00

HELLOS! :DD
my dear people, im super suay and sian ):
dk wad is gonna happen to my future without my beLOVE-ed ):
except for one fellow in my beLOVE-ed list -.-
nothing to post about so shall tell yall bout how horrible the hw is -'-
its piling up BABES/DUDES! so the hw dat I ONLY NOE is,
history assignment, 2 sci w/s, sci workbook, maths, mly presentation,
wtheck nia?!?!?!?! i hate it so much can! tmr got tution and i haven finish ._.
but im looking forward to meeting cass and jiayu! ive got smth to tell to cass >;)
not so much but still, SOMETHING >;) (!!!!) xD
okok, i shall continue,

I HATE HOMEWORKS, IT SUX TO TH CORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dats wad my post is about :D
and to junde, wadever you think la hor. i dun care oready.
as long as you happy can oready. but keep dis stuck in your mind,
if you EVER torture me agen, im seriously gonna do smth to you -'-
i have suffered enuf, tyvm.

bye freaks/loves,

2009-09-07T19:44:00.000+08:00

HELLOS! :D
sorry locked my blog for a few days, coz V.V.V lazy to update..
BUT, at least i good lor still wan update :D
okok, lets start frommmm,
if im not wrong, hmm...

-01'09-
yeahs, shld be dis date. aniwae, went library with shahirah sharuddin (:
laugh like mad IN the library and OUTside the library, LOL
soo, i still rmb dis part of the story...
shahirah wanted to pay fine so we have to go queesntown mrt to top up her card coz need pay by ez'link card and she no money inside so.. ya la!
den it was raining, so we had umbrella each, LUCKYILY CAN!
BUTBUT, the funniest part was, we keep hitting each other on the umbrella!
u noe the pointy pointy ends? yeah, dat part keep hitting mine and her head -.- LOL,
den it goes on and on, after top up, walk BACK to the library D:
but i had a fun time eh (:

-07`09-
[CCM]
went ccm today, boring uhss ):
we wanted to pon halfway but since we have good heart, we didnt :D
BUT, i went to vivo with shahirah and mahirah! (:
it was real sad huda couldnt tagg along with us, blame the mother! LOL,
went to the skypark play water, guess wad?
the back of my skirt was damped -.-
cam-whored abit. mahirah wanted to get the pikture of the day,
i was playing with water and shahirah was the one who keeps blowing the bubble,
hahahhahaha! kinda funnn, not a really bad day.
although i dun really rmb wad REALLY happen after i went home ><

-08`09-
[CCM]
went ccm dat day D:
woke up late!!! overslept nia -.-
dis is how the story goes,
set alarm, alarm rang, woke up;stop the alarm, went back to sleep, got sms from shahirah and den i realise i was late -.-
wasnt it a great story?!!?! LOL, yea right -.-
continue, didnt pon halfway too (:
went to catch a movie, G-FORCE!!!!!!!!!! WOOOHOOO! it was awesome movie! :DD
after finish, saw jiahui, caroline, madeline, alicia, hsiutorng, teck chun
all the time i follow jiahui oni ><(!!!!!!!!!)
reach home at 5++? yeahs,

dats for all now... execpt a tiny bit part -'-
and no piktures for today D:
i v.v.v.v.v.v.v lazy wan put in cable, upload, blabla, edit -.-
sorry peo-ple.
here's the tiny bit part which im fucking irritated with,

you wan kp ppl life isit? no other important things to do isit? eh, pls la hor. even if you can fight back my words, dun even think you can beat me in talking back IN YOUR FACE. like your blog very nice liddat -.- u noe hor, sometimes im sick and tired of all your fuckingfucking crap, u can go on telling the whole world abt it, it will jus simply wasting ur dam time u noe or not? apparently someone told me you cried because you lost a fren. HAHA, HOW PATHETIC. pls lor! talk so much got alot of fren. still wan cry, wad a crybaby. i tot you got alot of frens helping you wen you need dem? IN YOUR DREAMS, u dun even deserve to be alive. i wonder wad kind of screwed up bastard child you are. i dun even care if youre hurt u noe why? coz you hurt me more than dat. jus stop it,

bye freaks/loves,

2009-09-02T20:13:00.000+08:00

HELLOS! :DD
okay today post specially for my big brother (:
and the brother im toking abt is my REAL brother,
hahah! dun take it wrong yeah! XP
okok, continue eyy!
i guess today is a normal as usual day.
except in school got some stuffs goin on D:
but now must be happyhappy (:
didnt take piktures before we eat dats a totally saddening thing can!! ):
BUT! its considered a good thing kay! u noe why? is to prevent yall from becoming DESPO for the food XD
im toking crapping eyy (:
CONTINUE, GOSH CANT GET INTO THE TOPIC.
we ordered 2 pizzas, peperoni and ocean supreme flavour thing ; drumlets! :DD ; garlic bread -.- ; BDAE CAKE FOR SURE! guess wad flavour and guess wad, WAD?!?! XDD
CHOCOLATE FUDGE AND I TOOK A PIKTURE OF IT, MUAHAHHAH! :D:D:D
gotta chill manszxc! continue? its de end of it i guess?
jus wanna tell yall dat todays half was good, the other half was SADDENING ):
but, i jus gotta continue with life but idk with wad. the tittle explains everything D:
piktures for now, jus a few ):
idw say anything for bro, jus a happy bdae coz i dun tok to you aniwae DD:

of course must have pikture of me hor? XD
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIGN THING! :DD

YUMMM! XD

me agen(: as per usual u noe! XD

bye freaks/loves,

2009-08-30T17:10:00.001+08:00

HELLOS! :D
sorry always never post D:
but good news! im posting now! LOL,
okok, shall start from friday :D
i lazy post abt school on friday so lets skip after sch den..
went swaveboarding with shahirah and charles :D
lucky didnt rain lor seriously! i tot it was goin to but dats kinda good eh -winks- XD
ouh yah, went we coming back from the jogging track thing shahirah saw this giant lizard thing? got pikture of it dun worry babes :D
after swaveboarding charles couldnt take the thirsty-ness so headed to shop and buy drink. not me hor, him oni ._.
saw dis dam cute cat keep meow-ing den we pity it mahhh, the stomach is like DAM FLAT lah.
den me and charles tot it didnt eat for a few days so he vehveh kind-hearted go buy cat food,hahah.
AFTER DAT HOR, the cat finish the whole can den still meow -.- we heck care oready den shahirah left den pei charles go get taxi and he went home. dats wad happen for dat day. got piktures below :D

-saturday-
guess wad happen on dis day?
I DUNNOE! COZ I FORGOT OO:
so lets skip to today...

-sunday-
went for religious class -.-
super duper boring lah but sms with ____
thanks for ENTERTAINING me XD
so much for dat, the teacher ask us finish whole of the workbook -.-
ridiculous lah! but me and cookieMonstar finish it first :D
chit-chat, den since we finish work, we get to go home first
WHEEEETS!!! :DD
wadever lah, jus finished discussing with nicole bout the ACES day dance thing.
just posted on class blogg too (:
i'ma waiting for 712pm O-O
hungry D: hungry D:
mum cooking hor fun lehs! its so tempting can! ):
i can do it! i noe i can! XD
okok, shall stop crapping,

bye freaks/loves,

you will have to find it somewhere in the middle for one whole dark green colour animal thing :D

2009-08-27T21:41:00.000+08:00

HELLOS :DD
today seriously SUCK BIG TIMEEE -.-
but the good thing is dat we stay at home :D
but the bad things got thousand to say!
first, the e-learning jus suks
second, the maths dun even noe wad de hell dey toking about -.-
third, dam fucking alot of homework to do [CANT STAND IT -'-]
fourth, 2 COMPO TO DO [FIRST TIME EVER TO DO 2 COMPO IN A DAM (..) DAY]
fifth, no mood because of ________
sixth, my plan is ruined, RUINEEDDD for the day -.-
seventh, dam no mood do work agen coz of moodswing
eighth, worst dinner i had ever had -.-
ninth, during the e-learning thing, super duper duperrrrrrrrr lamefuckshit sia -.-
FINALLY, TENTH.. TODAY JUS SUCK BIG TIME, GOSHHHH

bye freaks/loves,

u said u wanted to tell me the truth of wad happen but the truth i recieve from the way you say it jus dun make me feel 'satisfied'. in my heart, deeep down below, i believe dat the 'truth' you said was seriously not even true. im sorry if i hurt you or anything but u started it all. u said we were not even once enemies but all this while ur treating me like one big fuck shit. IF, IFFF, u will ask me for forgiveness [like dat would happen but i said IF -.-] i will not forgive you, im sorry,

2009-08-26T18:58:00.000+08:00

HELLOS -.-
fucking stupid day,
sorry nvr post long time coz lazy and no time.
wanted to post smth no 22'08 but IM SORRY ):
but too bad, haissssss.
dun wan say bout today lesson or wadever shit,
jus wanna post STRAIGHT FORWARD TO,

HUANG JUNDE -.-

i have enough of your stupidity and fucking crap can.
all this while i have been trying to ignore all your ignorance, crap bullshit blabla that you treat me but u jus made it worse today.
WAD DE BLOODY HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU????!!!
if you make me suffer WORST, YOU MIGHT AS WELL TELL WHOLE WORLD THAT CHARLES LOVE ME RYTE?!??! -.-
eh pls lor, everybody thinks ure dam pathetic and blabla and i bet ure gonna say i take dat as a compliment and go, 'THANK YOU I APRRECIATE THAT'.
i tell one thing hor, your mother born you PERFECTLY NORMAL ryte? why go insult yourself for wad? jus to escape from stupidity? PLS LAH, COWARD AND RIDICULOUSLY LAME MAN -.- btw, god created you oso, you can insult urself meh? considered ur insulting god u noe! TSKTSK, no brain de lah :D
one more thing yeah, you write charles name for wad? you dont respect him as a fren isit? talk so much about him dk how to respect, TSKTSK. nvr learn basic moral in school eh? (:
altho u didnt realise but hor, wen u were alone in class dis morning, I ASK CHARLES PEI YOU OKAY, if not hor, nobody will be by ur side. dun think too high dat u have alot of frens like charles coz i dun even think he oso like u as a fren -.-
not that i wanna steal charles away from you or anything but im jus saying dat i dun even think he WANTS you to be his fren (:
nevermind about today of wad happen in class, i will jus ignore it BUT i wont forgive you (:
sure you can go laugh around but, all i noe is u dun have the brains to think of respect and integrity. at least i still got courage to stand up for myself and continue with life not like you -.-
wadever it is, last thing, one last thing oni a few words, wont die 1 :D

FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE AND MYOB -.-

bye freaks/loves,

2009-08-20T20:05:00.000+08:00

HELLOS! :D
sorry didnt update ytd ):
shall tok abt it later (:
tok abt TODAY first -.-
had english maths history science malay art
english: this person went our class do dis survey about drug abuse wadever, so in the end no lesson :D
maths: blablabla, lecture us. naggnaggnagg -.- wadever lah, i think ytd i got dam pissed off with her -.- dw tell wad happen always remind me of it, WADEVER LAH.

history: kinda looking forward to history lesson nowadays? she veh fun :D she teach got interesting part deeee :DD
science: FINISH MY WORKBOOK LIKE FINALLY! WEETS! XD hand uppppp liaooo :D
malay: SUPER DUPER FUCKING IRRITATED. YOU, YES YOU, YOU MADE ME CRY -.-
art: did the sculpture with shahirah :D we finish except need wrap with foil den finish. but need make one more -.- we try our best! XDD

-after school-
went sarah's house (:
ate instant noodle dere den we do work,
do CRAZY stufff, called _____ and make seriously super duper funny noises.
fart la, burp la, snoring la, LOL!
keep on laughing like one crazy ppl XD
okayyy, dats it (:
reach home at 545 :DD

-YESTERDAY-
shall not go through the lessons for the day :D
forgot wad happen liaoooo,
go straight after school.
went mac and ikea with wanting and shahirah (:
ikea part we CAM-WHORE LIKE SIAOOOOO.
we take picture like every single 'room' lorrr.
reach 85 piktures can!
den went the cafe thing went refill :D
reach home-d at 630 :P
here are SOME of the piktures
crazy one put all, LOL!

bye freaks/loves,

PIKTURES NOT IN ORDER :D SOME LOOK LIKE ONE SHIT DER :DD

2009-08-18T20:48:00.000+08:00

HELLOS! :D
today had d&t science ce lit
d&t: split class into 2 den go workshop :P explain rules blabla, den saw this WASTE piece black colour 1. den ask cher if can cut or not den cher say cut myself XD scary but wen cut finish found out DAM CURVE >< okay WADEVERRRR,
science: i payed attention in class (: coz i fail 2 test liao if i fail agen, DIE... fridays the test aniwae,
ce: RELIEF TEACHER YOH! :D boring but listen music watch hsm3 from charles phone with wanting (: talk talk talk,
lit: stupid cher! ask us keep quiet dun talk sit our place do nothing -.- we do finish work oready! she not happy or wad! bu shuang ah dat cher -.- WADEVER, but still dun care and tok to wanting (: OUH YA, i made hand-cuff by using the drug cover thingthing ynoe ynoe XD. REMINDS ME, I KEEP MAKING WANTING GO KISIAOOO :DD ahahhahaahha, okok,

-after school-
something happen. blablabalblablablablabla -.-
go home, msn, eat french fries :D
but i burnt my finger -.-
at least still enjoy the taste of FRENCH FRIES :DD
WADEVERRRR, dats all lah...

bye freaks/loves,

you wan insult ppl, dun say anyhow la hor. will get sin 1 (: as i said on my current pm, 'EH BITCH, GO FUCK UR PERFECT BOYFREN, ______ LAH. KANINA,' if u noe who im referring to, good (: i dun mind saying dis to you coz ALOT of ppl has been trying to ignore ur bitchy-ness. jus some tips yeah :D

2009-08-17T19:36:00.001+08:00

HELLOS :D
yes i noe i change blogskin agen,
nothing to do mah, ppl got nothing to veh bored like me, do smth interesting :D
okok, today had history english maths malay assembly
history: we had the test out of a sudden -.- oni gave us 10 min to study! idk anything la den i jus study lor. but cher said she veh linient give us mark, hahahahah. at least she fair ehhh :D took 1 period of our english but i dun mind coz oso quite boring uh. do that sing to the dawn, LOL.
english: basically did the sing to the dawn book. keep kicking sarah chair :P i keep laughing like mad then cher call me read one paragraph, AHAHAHHA XDD after dat continue kicking agen, her whole chair white liao. LOL ><
maths: as per normal, mrs.yock oh-so-boring lesson -.- i was sitting with wanting lah, den wanting put her hand on her lap and put her face down, den mrs.yock so BLIND thought she use hp den she say, CLASS IM VERY IRRITATED PPL SMS-ING IN MY LESSON, blablabla -.- come on lah! RIDICULOUS!
malay: hais D: went to AV room tho, kinda cool :DD
assembly: mrs.yock so dam buyers lah! keep pestering me wanting jiahui and madeline tuck in shirt put on name tag ask us why skirt so high, BLABLABLA. WAHLAO, IRRITATING LAH -'- she saw me fold skirt ONCE, repeat, ONCEEEEE she scold me -.- den i tell her off, MRS.YOCK ALOT PPL OSO FOLD SKIRT LEHS. -points to vera- XDD this vera ah, smile away -.- wadever lah, den got this dragonfly presentation -.- WADEVERRRRRRR.

-after school-
went shahirah house with wanting :DDDD
eat lunch den 4 plus oready? yeahs,
use com blabla, went long john, eat abit more XD
talk heart-to-heart (:
talk about _______ yeahhhh,
a few ppl oni lah,
545, home-d :DD
we took SOME piktures,
never took much ): we spent more on talking, LOL.
but still, AT LEAST GOT SOME XP
okay wadever, here it is....

bye freaks/loves,

2009-08-13T19:23:00.000+08:00

HELLOS :D
today had english maths history science malay art
english: nothing much. had dis journal writing test thing. den we do wad ah? forgot :D:D
maths: had the maths test -'- wahlao, i think i fail agen lor! haisss,

today had music maths eng malay history science
music: nothin much do some classical music thing den ask us draw dk wad cartoon.
maths: SUPER HAPPY LAH. NO MATHS TESTTTT. Mrs. YOCK nvr come :D
but having it tmr. den say wrong chapter, wahlao -'-
english: did worksheet. super good me :D
malay: